Latest - :)

若要人不知，除非己莫为~
如果你没有做过，怕什么她会知道?
除非你自己心虚!

Latest - A beautiful night. (23/4/2011)

Today after tt, I went out with Jenny, Bousim, T... 
First we went to eat, after eat I xiong ... (>~<)
Then we jiu go pasar malam, wah, many people.
Then we go Tai Chung Market. Lap... -_________-
Last, we go Nak Hotel.
Go there yam cha and see view.
This place really suitable for couple to go.
That night, I feel myself hao lin lap. All at there pt, except myself do light bulb. Lols..
But that place make me think dou many things...
When I saw that sea, suddenly think dou something.
孤单也没什么不好，一个人自由自在得很舒服~
Sorry that last night can't control myself when I saw someone, I promised next time I'll control myself.
It's tough...
But I'm trying to get used to it.
Hope you're doing fine too.
I don't need words to express, I don't need tears to shed, I don't need to ask for a smile or a hand to hold me. All I need is to be your friend, forever. 

Pen off.

Latest - 想得开才会过得好. :)

Today I borrow a book from MM, tittle is "再哭也能笑一笑"..
When I was reading this book, I found a chapter is suitable for me. "想得开才能过得好"
There is a story about this chapter..
  There is a American name Wilson, when he won a golf competition and he took the 1st prize, won many money. But when he walked out from the golf club and ready to get in to car. A young girl come over him. The young girl tell him, 'I'm very pity.. My son was illness but I didn't have enough money to pay the fee. My son will die soon. :( ' The young girl touched Wilson much, he immediately took the money that he won to the young girl. And he said, ' this is my won prize, hope your son will get better soon! ' After few days, Wilson was taking his lunch in a golf club, a waiter asked him, ' Did you meet a young girl that said herself got a son and illness? '. Wilson felt weird and answer Yea. The waiter told him the young girl is a liar, she still haven't marry and didn't get a son. Wilson asked the waiter nervous, 'Oh, you said there is no a little boy illness? Oh, thanks. This is a good news!'
What I learned is try to think wide, and my life will be happier. 
I will forget what I been hurt, betray before.
I won't because that then give up my life. 
Choose the most suitable choices for your own life. :)

Pen off. Give up also can be a happiness. :)

I will be tough, and optimistic!

Latest - Give up.

I had decided, I'll give up.
Give up him.
Cause I am stronger than yesterday.
别再说她很好, 她多好, 这些我并不想要知道. 因为我知道爱情不能做比较. 她多好, 和我不同的好, 最后是谁不重要. 除了祝福我不想再多说一句.
When someone walks out of your life, let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yea, you may miss them. But remember that you weren't the one that gave up.
我会勇敢地过! :)
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Bs...
你那么爱他, 为什么不把他留下, 为什么不说心里话, 你深爱他, 这是每个人都知道啊.
Say real, really 'xian mu' you got 'he' always accompany you, and treat you so good. 
But since that day you treat me cool, I don't know what I did wrong. Maybe because of that things I hurt you.
Anyway, I just can say sorry to you. Before Jenny & me also happen many things, but we can pass it, because our friendship are the hardest. I trust we also can. Maybe this is the God gave us de experience, if we can pass it, I sure that our friendship will be hardest. :) Be tough!
__________________________

Soh poh... L&S how oh??????????? Haha, :D.

Pen off, I'll keep your love into the deepest of my heart. :)

Latest - Don't regret the past, just learn from it. :)

泪水将我淹没

到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉他

我不爱他
笑著难过

自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉他

我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱

我不痛

我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

Please... Do not tell me you love me.

Please... Don't show off your love in front of me.

To love is nothing ; to be loved is something ; to love & to be loved is everything.

Over and over I tried,  & over and over you lied, & over and over i cry, and I don't know why.

When I see you smile I know that it's not for me, that is when I'll miss you the most.

You're sad because you can't have her, but why you don't realize that there is SOMEBODY else who hides much deeper pain for not having YOU.  

If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't it never was and it's not meant to be.

  

I think I'll give up... For everything. I'm tired enough.

Giving up doesn't always mean I'm weak, sometimes it just means I'm strong enough to let go.

I think give up is the another way for me to be more happier. 

Pen off

Latest - Talking To The Moon.♥ :)

Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon ♥
Talking to the moon, try to get to you.
In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.
Or am I a fool, who sits alone.
Talking to the moon. ♥
Cute video :D - http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150112337718106&comments
Music Video -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WCv8dGtGQQ

Pen off, miss you. :)
Sorry for late understand your meaning. :(

Latest - 13 / 4 / 2011. :-D

T-ara - Yayaya http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QgGpcQBFacM


4minute - First http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1L8k4KXmbs


4 minute - Hot issue http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPPKwg5eQ4o&feature=grec_index


Bigbang - Tonight http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8d5QEWdHchk


Bigbang - Oh Yeah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOd-MStt2KE

Latest - Its too late.

习惯一个人看戏习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我还是来不及了

来不及- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cb99yV9xzGA

Pen off. :'(

Latest - 哪怕周围在多人, 感觉还是一个人. :-(

So many people in a relationship or put in a relationship on facebook. 
Hope you all will be happiness, god bless you all. :-)
But when I saw YY & Ah Fei put 'married' ,
I really very 羡慕 them.
They can love each other well, trust each other well, and forgive what the mistakes that each other had done, this is true love. 
I wish I also can have that.
But I can't, and won't.
I didn't have that chances.
我没有那个福气, 再拥有那样的机会.
现在才发现, 我们之间的感情, 经不起任何考验.
是因为我们还不够信任对方.
爱是不能与怀疑共存的.
爱, 首先要信任对方; 因为信任, 才会对对方坦白, 诚实; 所以才会无私的为对方付出; 所以才会得到对方的回报, 才会幸福.
幸福不是必然, 要好好地珍惜.
有很多人会麻目的追求, 即使再怎么不可能, 机会再怎么渺茫.
为了就是不要让自己有遗憾.
我试过了, 也跌过, 伤过, 也曾经遇过错的人. 所以明白那种感受.
遇的磨难多了, 也会习惯, 也会变得成熟.
珍惜现在拥有的, 才是幸福. CY & BS. :-)
每当我笑了, 心却更疼得哭了.
暗恋是痛苦的. :-(


Secret Bigbang. :-) ♥
♥Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPlsyiiGNZw ♥
♥Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iNpoVNj3PU ♥

Pen off, 真正的感情是绝对经得起时间的考验!

Latest - CCY :-(

如果他们不说, 你们就真的打算瞒我一辈子对吧?

对你们来说我是什么?

难道我们多年的友情, 抵不过一个'他'吗?

为了他, 你就真的舍得这么对待我?

我一次又一次的给你们希望, 以为你们会更珍惜我们彼此之间的友情, 可是呢?

当我知道了事实, 我真得很想大哭!

可是我坚持不让眼泪落下, 是因为不想让你们难做, 不想我们的友情就这么结束.

相信你只是怕伤害我, 不是骗我.

把我的梦摇醒了, 宣布幸福不会来了.

我用心酸微笑去原谅了, 这一点也不像我.

我已经一无所有, 我不想再尝试失去的滋味.

希望你们可以对我坦白.

There are many types of ships. There are wooden ships, plastic ships, and metal ships. But the best & the most important ships are friendships. :-)

以前的事, 让我们一笔勾销, 重新再来, 可以吗? CY & BS

Pen off. 相信你只是怕伤害我, 不是骗我.:-)

Latest - Aihssssss, 心中有苦没人知. :-(

明明已经尽量避开了, 为什么还会遇见?
是因为你想见她? 对吧?
是因为你想念她? 对吧?
其实你是很爱她的, 对吧?


为什么还要我用微笑来带过?
我没有这种天分, 包容你也接受他.
我只能给你们我最后的祝福.
对不起, 我已经忍不住了.
我原谅不了我的懦弱, 就请你们当作我已不在.
_____________________


就差那么一步, 我们就可以到永远. :-(


Time To Love, (T.T.L) by T-ara. ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlMskKVfKb0

Pen off, Don't build your happiness on my shoulder. :-)

Latest - The End.

Today is the last of sport day.

We got no.2. :-)

Today St.John duty.

Oh My Gosh! Damn tired. :-(

With Bousim like qi hai at there standing, 

our shoes look beautiful!!!! :-P

Right? Bousim.

You wash joh your shoes mei?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahahahaa. :-D

Don't act cute lah you!!!!!! :-P

WE LOVE BLUE HOUSE! ♥

BLUE HOUSE IS AWESOME! ♥

Pen off, tired. :-(

Latest - Sport day. :-)

First Sport day in compleks now.
Hmmmm.. Keep raining. :-( Lols.
Blue house cheer-leading is awesome! 
I love it so much! ♥
Hope that you guys can perform well tomorrow. 
I hope that tomorrow will stop rain.
Why do the sky keep crying?
Like me. :-P Ahaha~
Today is an unlucky day, why?
Because of something. 
Just forget it. :)
My schedule : 6/4/2011, marching. :-P (Don't step on my shoes please. Sob sob..) ; 7/4/2011, St.John duty with Bousim. :-)

Pen off. :-)

原来他已经忘记了. :)

我以为

我以为~ ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzZ-7xfVMS8


最近很多人都恋爱了, 不是恋爱, 就是有不错的男生正在追着她们.
在那么多朋友里面, 只有我还是单身的. :-)
因为之前发生了某些事,  我告诉自己不要再相信男生了.
只是我之前太天真, 才会一次又一次的去相信.
因为无论你对他再好, 你再如何懂得珍惜他, 你再如何相信他,
他还是会伤害你, 说谎骗你, 甚至背叛你.
这里可以说很爱很爱你, 可以为了你去死, 可以为了你做任何事, 转过头可以对另一个女生说重复的话, 不觉得这样很虚伪吗?
他很好? 他多好? 这些我并不想要知道, 因为爱情不能做比较.
但是他不会为他们的所作所为而感到内疚, 他觉得伤害你是理所当然的.
所以, 请不要随便对女生说“我爱你” 或 “我会永远爱你” 的话, 女生很笨, 她们会当真.
你根本不懂什么叫爱, 更不要说永远, 因为你做不到, 而且也没有所谓的永远.
伤害了, 不需要说什么对不起. 
因为那只会让人觉得虚伪, 觉得恶心.
而且道歉是没有用的!
被伤害过一次就够了, 我受够了.
不想再来多一次.
如果在经历那些事, 我想我会疯掉. :-)
所以, 还是对那些男的保持距离.
人生嘛, 不只是爱情, 我还有亲情.
现在在我眼中, 没有什么比家人更重要的.
你们放心, 我会好好得过.
我发誓我一定会活得比那些曾经伤害我的人幸福快乐! :-)

Stop here. :-)

Appreciate what you have now.

FAKER.

HAM 7 LAH YOU,
SEI FAKER.
STILL SEE?
WRITING YOU LAH.
DON'T KNOW SHAME WAH.
HOU SEM YOU LAH.
SEE DOU YOU DOU WANT VOMIT LAH.
STILL AT THERE ACT CUTE WAH.

YOU THOUGHT YOURSELF REALLY LIKE THAT SOK / BEAUTIFUL?!

HAM 7 LAH.

YOU REALLY THOUGHT THOSE BOYS LIKE TO SEE YOU AH?!
THEY PLAY YOU ONLY DE LAH, IS YOU SO STUPID SIN WILL TRUST HIM DE MAH.
STUPID HOOKER. 

DON'T KNOW SHAME!

我懂了 & 亲爱的还幸福吗 ♥

金莎-我懂了♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me6Tv4oiZfc


金莎-亲爱的还幸福吗♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvfShSalUMY

Stop here. :-)♥

F u, sei yan zha! + Happy April Fool :P

Do you know that I hate you SO MUCH?
Stop sending those 'I love you' for kidding. Not funny thanks.
Go find your 4 C lah, Ngiaooooooooooo..
Love is not a game.
Please shut your mouth up.
I'll hate you forever, don't worry. :)
你放心，我会一直讨厌你. :)
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终于鼓起勇气，说了那句话..
'Happy April Fool' :) ♥
Pacman, 只要有你的世界，就是幸福的♥

Stop here.

PM♥