I don't know what you want lah, but you thought yourselves very lengzai?
Hou sem lah.
见一个爱一个,跟这个在一起,就说到永远的爱。
跟那个在一起,也说同样的话!
你也会被女生玩的吗?
我以为只有你在玩女生。
从今以后,再也不会有人相信你。
任何人都拥有追求幸福的权利。
但是你并不珍惜,还伤害她!
是你自己走宝,以后你别后悔!
你去死吧!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Latest - FAKER.
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Friday, June 17, 2011
Latest - 小伤口
出发点总是好的 你终于离开了
为我好 这点我懂得
不必再争取了 你不该我的
多给一个理由 一个借口 也是多余的
你的每个拥抱 每个亲吻 全都是冷的
说真的没什么 都几岁了 谁没分手过
我不会 感到挫折 舍不得放手 才烦人
这点小伤口 很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕 当做纪念 多幽默
只是小伤口 那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
多给一个理由 一个借口 也是多余的
你的每个拥抱 每个亲吻 全都是冷的
说真的没什么 都几岁了 谁没分手过
我不会 感到挫折 舍不得放手 才烦人
这点小伤口 很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕 当做纪念 多幽默
只是小伤口 那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
这点小伤口 多久会愈合
那么疯狂的爱 两败俱伤 多寂寞
只是小伤口 时间包扎我
你不需要担心我
只是小伤口 时间包扎我
我想念 你给的痛
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Saturday, June 11, 2011
Latest - We were changed.
I feel we were changed, like some stranger.
Only the speechless left.
I would never forget the feeling, and how are you talking to me.
Just like stranger!
If I can return the time, I wish I never know you, never and never.
I'm always the unlucky one, now and always!
I will always hate you, now and always! :)
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Sunday, May 29, 2011
What am I in your heart?
在你心里我到底算是什么?
跟家人吵架不悦就可以拿我来出气?
你到底当我是什么?
一个玩具?
你去死吧!
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Sunday, May 22, 2011
顺其自然 :) ♡
一份爱会出现裂痕,
两个人都要负责任.
有些成长来自承认,
我终于挣脱怨与恨.
年轻时总习惯去争论要别人照我的剧本,
不在乎的眼神内心悄悄破损.
在午夜的时分被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人,
我试着让生活变得简单对幸福和寂寞顺其自然.
偶尔傻傻孤单,偶尔傻傻浪漫.
不怕大喜大悲那么难负担.
不想再背负太多期盼对好奇和关心顺其自然.
只是那点不安,只是那点心酸.
每一次记忆的翻腾及美好也残忍.
思念让旧情有余温将我困在早应该要离开的空城.
希望有人陪伴...♡
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Saturday, April 30, 2011
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Latest - A beautiful night. (23/4/2011)
Today after tt, I went out with Jenny, Bousim, T...
First we went to eat, after eat I xiong ... (>~<)
Then we jiu go pasar malam, wah, many people.
Then we go Tai Chung Market. Lap... -_________-
Last, we go Nak Hotel.
Go there yam cha and see view.
This place really suitable for couple to go.
That night, I feel myself hao lin lap. All at there pt, except myself do light bulb. Lols..
But that place make me think dou many things...
When I saw that sea, suddenly think dou something.
孤单也没什么不好,一个人自由自在得很舒服~
Sorry that last night can't control myself when I saw someone, I promised next time I'll control myself.
It's tough...
But I'm trying to get used to it.
Hope you're doing fine too.
I don't need words to express, I don't need tears to shed, I don't need to ask for a smile or a hand to hold me. All I need is to be your friend, forever.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Latest - 想得开才会过得好. :)
Today I borrow a book from MM, tittle is "再哭也能笑一笑"..
When I was reading this book, I found a chapter is suitable for me. "想得开才能过得好"
There is a story about this chapter..
There is a American name Wilson, when he won a golf competition and he took the 1st prize, won many money. But when he walked out from the golf club and ready to get in to car. A young girl come over him. The young girl tell him, 'I'm very pity.. My son was illness but I didn't have enough money to pay the fee. My son will die soon. :( ' The young girl touched Wilson much, he immediately took the money that he won to the young girl. And he said, ' this is my won prize, hope your son will get better soon! ' After few days, Wilson was taking his lunch in a golf club, a waiter asked him, ' Did you meet a young girl that said herself got a son and illness? '. Wilson felt weird and answer Yea. The waiter told him the young girl is a liar, she still haven't marry and didn't get a son. Wilson asked the waiter nervous, 'Oh, you said there is no a little boy illness? Oh, thanks. This is a good news!'
What I learned is try to think wide, and my life will be happier.
I will forget what I been hurt, betray before.
I won't because that then give up my life.
Choose the most suitable choices for your own life. :)
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Monday, April 18, 2011
Latest - Give up.
I had decided, I'll give up.
Give up him.
Cause I am stronger than yesterday.
别再说她很好, 她多好, 这些我并不想要知道. 因为我知道爱情不能做比较. 她多好, 和我不同的好, 最后是谁不重要. 除了祝福我不想再多说一句.
When someone walks out of your life, let them. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yea, you may miss them. But remember that you weren't the one that gave up.
我会勇敢地过! :)
___________________________
Bs...
你那么爱他, 为什么不把他留下, 为什么不说心里话, 你深爱他, 这是每个人都知道啊.
Say real, really 'xian mu' you got 'he' always accompany you, and treat you so good.
But since that day you treat me cool, I don't know what I did wrong. Maybe because of that things I hurt you.
Anyway, I just can say sorry to you. Before Jenny & me also happen many things, but we can pass it, because our friendship are the hardest. I trust we also can. Maybe this is the God gave us de experience, if we can pass it, I sure that our friendship will be hardest. :) Be tough!
__________________________
Soh poh... L&S how oh??????????? Haha, :D.
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
Latest - Don't regret the past, just learn from it. :)
泪水将我淹没
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉他
笑著难过
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
Latest - Talking To The Moon.♥ :)
Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon ♥
Talking to the moon, try to get to you.
In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.
Or am I a fool, who sits alone.
Talking to the moon. ♥
Cute video :D - http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150112337718106&comments
Music Video -http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WCv8dGtGQQ
Sorry for late understand your meaning. :(
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Latest - 13 / 4 / 2011. :-D
T-ara - Yayaya http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QgGpcQBFacM
4minute - First http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1L8k4KXmbs
4 minute - Hot issue http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPPKwg5eQ4o&feature=grec_index
Bigbang - Tonight http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8d5QEWdHchk
Bigbang - Oh Yeah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOd-MStt2KE
Posted by JIng San♥ at 8:54 PM 0 comments
Latest - Its too late.
习惯一个人看戏习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了
我还是来不及了
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Latest - 哪怕周围在多人, 感觉还是一个人. :-(
So many people in a relationship or put in a relationship on facebook.
Hope you all will be happiness, god bless you all. :-)
But when I saw YY & Ah Fei put 'married' ,
I really very 羡慕 them.
They can love each other well, trust each other well, and forgive what the mistakes that each other had done, this is true love.
I wish I also can have that.
But I can't, and won't.
I didn't have that chances.
我没有那个福气, 再拥有那样的机会.
现在才发现, 我们之间的感情, 经不起任何考验.
是因为我们还不够信任对方.
爱是不能与怀疑共存的.
爱, 首先要信任对方; 因为信任, 才会对对方坦白, 诚实; 所以才会无私的为对方付出; 所以才会得到对方的回报, 才会幸福.
幸福不是必然, 要好好地珍惜.
有很多人会麻目的追求, 即使再怎么不可能, 机会再怎么渺茫.
为了就是不要让自己有遗憾.
我试过了, 也跌过, 伤过, 也曾经遇过错的人. 所以明白那种感受.
遇的磨难多了, 也会习惯, 也会变得成熟.
珍惜现在拥有的, 才是幸福. CY & BS. :-)
每当我笑了, 心却更疼得哭了.
暗恋是痛苦的. :-(
Secret Bigbang. :-) ♥
♥Part 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPlsyiiGNZw ♥
♥Part 2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iNpoVNj3PU ♥
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Monday, April 11, 2011
Latest - CCY :-(
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Sunday, April 10, 2011
Latest - Aihssssss, 心中有苦没人知. :-(
明明已经尽量避开了, 为什么还会遇见?
是因为你想见她? 对吧?
是因为你想念她? 对吧?
其实你是很爱她的, 对吧?
为什么还要我用微笑来带过?
我没有这种天分, 包容你也接受他.
我只能给你们我最后的祝福.
对不起, 我已经忍不住了.
我原谅不了我的懦弱, 就请你们当作我已不在.
_____________________
就差那么一步, 我们就可以到永远. :-(
Time To Love, (T.T.L) by T-ara. ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlMskKVfKb0
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Friday, April 8, 2011
Latest - The End.
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Latest - Sport day. :-)
First Sport day in compleks now.
Hmmmm.. Keep raining. :-( Lols.
Blue house cheer-leading is awesome!
I love it so much! ♥
Hope that you guys can perform well tomorrow.
I hope that tomorrow will stop rain.
Why do the sky keep crying?
Like me. :-P Ahaha~
Today is an unlucky day, why?
Because of something.
Just forget it. :)
My schedule : 6/4/2011, marching. :-P (Don't step on my shoes please. Sob sob..) ; 7/4/2011, St.John duty with Bousim. :-)
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
我以为
我以为~ ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzZ-7xfVMS8
最近很多人都恋爱了, 不是恋爱, 就是有不错的男生正在追着她们.
在那么多朋友里面, 只有我还是单身的. :-)
因为之前发生了某些事, 我告诉自己不要再相信男生了.
只是我之前太天真, 才会一次又一次的去相信.
因为无论你对他再好, 你再如何懂得珍惜他, 你再如何相信他,
他还是会伤害你, 说谎骗你, 甚至背叛你.
这里可以说很爱很爱你, 可以为了你去死, 可以为了你做任何事, 转过头可以对另一个女生说重复的话, 不觉得这样很虚伪吗?
他很好? 他多好? 这些我并不想要知道, 因为爱情不能做比较.
但是他不会为他们的所作所为而感到内疚, 他觉得伤害你是理所当然的.
所以, 请不要随便对女生说“我爱你” 或 “我会永远爱你” 的话, 女生很笨, 她们会当真.
你根本不懂什么叫爱, 更不要说永远, 因为你做不到, 而且也没有所谓的永远.
伤害了, 不需要说什么对不起.
因为那只会让人觉得虚伪, 觉得恶心.
而且道歉是没有用的!
被伤害过一次就够了, 我受够了.
不想再来多一次.
如果在经历那些事, 我想我会疯掉. :-)
所以, 还是对那些男的保持距离.
人生嘛, 不只是爱情, 我还有亲情.
现在在我眼中, 没有什么比家人更重要的.
你们放心, 我会好好得过.
我发誓我一定会活得比那些曾经伤害我的人幸福快乐! :-)
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Sunday, April 3, 2011
FAKER.
HAM 7 LAH YOU,
SEI FAKER.
STILL SEE?
WRITING YOU LAH.
DON'T KNOW SHAME WAH.
HOU SEM YOU LAH.
SEE DOU YOU DOU WANT VOMIT LAH.
STILL AT THERE ACT CUTE WAH.
YOU REALLY THOUGHT THOSE BOYS LIKE TO SEE YOU AH?!
THEY PLAY YOU ONLY DE LAH, IS YOU SO STUPID SIN WILL TRUST HIM DE MAH.
STUPID HOOKER.
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Friday, April 1, 2011
我懂了 & 亲爱的还幸福吗 ♥
金莎-我懂了♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me6Tv4oiZfc
金莎-亲爱的还幸福吗♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvfShSalUMY
Posted by JIng San♥ at 11:10 PM 0 comments
F u, sei yan zha! + Happy April Fool :P
Do you know that I hate you SO MUCH?
Stop sending those 'I love you' for kidding. Not funny thanks.
Go find your 4 C lah, Ngiaooooooooooo..
Love is not a game.
Please shut your mouth up.
I'll hate you forever, don't worry. :)
你放心,我会一直讨厌你. :)
__________________________
终于鼓起勇气,说了那句话..
'Happy April Fool' :) ♥
Pacman, 只要有你的世界,就是幸福的♥
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Thursday, March 31, 2011
开始懂了 :) ♥
Posted by JIng San♥ at 6:38 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Qi hai - 别再哭了 :) ♥
伤心情歌播几遍了
你的眼还是红红的
生命总有些过客
现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯
有心事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了
我明白的谁都难免不舍
别再哭了多不值得
笑一笑把爱情看透彻
生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的会经过的
爱错了又能如何~
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Sob sob :(
Today, I ... :(
When I think back somethings, I realize that they were changed.
Now I knew what was happened.
Only myself like a stupid and stay in the past tense.
Sob sob..
I really thought I can put down as soon as possible,
but, I now first know it's hard.
But however, I'll force myself to forget what had happened before.
_________________
I miss you soooooo much! :(
Sob sob..
_________________
Why did everyone force me?
Why did everyone leave me alone?
Please, don't leave me alone. :(
Please stay beside me & help me wipe away my tears.
Posted by JIng San♥ at 5:54 AM 0 comments
Saturday, March 26, 2011
我知道我们不会有结果 :) ♥
我知道我们不会有结果
我还是扑了火
为一线可能的幸福执著
对你来说我也只是路过
点燃烟火
短暂的 灿烂的 最爱的不是我
也许说太多是因为害怕错过
可惜你并不怕错过我
明直到再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
可是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才是真的真正可笑
明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不能放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
I trust in miracle.
There's can be miracle when you believe. :) ♥
Posted by JIng San♥ at 11:13 PM 0 comments
Friday, March 25, 2011
Hope :) ♥
Hope is happiness. :) ♥
I feel that our distance more closer than before.
Nothing is impossible!
Don't despair, things will get better soon. :)
I trust, and I won't give up. :D
Miss you & Love you. :) ♥
______________________________________
原来要放下一个你很爱很爱的人,是那么的难 :(
Posted by JIng San♥ at 8:53 PM 0 comments
Thursday, March 24, 2011
:)
Sob sob..
Today I felt sad when I heard my friends said that.
Is it really impossible?
Why?
I trust, I trust nothing is impossible.
They asked me I love him what, I said Love Is No Reason.
I won't give up. :)
I wanna love you forever, I wanna hold your hand forever & ever & ever. Although you don't love me. :)
I promised you, I'm always there. When your heart is filled with sorrow & despair, I'll carry you. When you need me, you'll find my footprints in the sand. :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
____________________________________
我们没有变,只是看清了某些人,事,物.
看清了身边的一切.
所以不会再相信虚情假意的人.
但我们不像你,我们不需要别人的同情.
因为我们可以靠自己.
请你再说别人时,想想你自己有没有做错.
想想为什么别人会离开你,不是因为她喜新厌旧.
请你想想你平时怎么对待她.
Posted by JIng San♥ at 5:03 PM 0 comments
Monday, March 21, 2011
不只是朋友
你身边的女人总是美丽.
在你的眼里我只不过是个陌生人.
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友.
还想有那么一点点自私的占有.
为什么要经历那么多才可以得到?
What should I do now? :( Hmmmm~
I really miss him soooooooooo much!
But in his eyes I'm just a stranger.
I wake in the morning, tired of sleeping.
Get in the shower, and make my bed alone.
Ready for a new day without you.
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Friday, March 18, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
自作多情. :(
Posted by JIng San♥ at 4:11 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
安静.
最近听了一首歌,但是蛮久的了.
在这里分享歌词吧.
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你
____________________________________
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错,
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说,只怕眼泪撑不住.
想通却又在考到我.
说散,你想很久了吧.
Pacman ♥
Posted by JIng San♥ at 9:29 PM 0 comments
Pacman, I miss you. :'(
Should I tell you?
♥
Posted by JIng San♥ at 8:39 PM 0 comments
Pacman. ♥
I meet you,
I see you,
I like you,
I love you. ♥
I MISS YOU, PACMAN ♥ :)
Today such a beautiful day,
love you so much! ♥ :)
Posted by JIng San♥ at 2:14 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
开不了口~
That's your own choice.
I can't control & change your mind or decision.
In your eyes, he's the most important.
And you don't need care my feeling, you wanna with him out then out, I won't feel embarrassed.
你选择了这条路,就必须承担后果.
过去了就过去了,而我也可以放下了.
我可以假装不曾爱过,不曾认识过他.
“他”对我来说只不过是个陌生人.
他的事我也不想再听,不想再理.
Let it be...
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就是开不了口,让你知道.
就是那么简单几句,我办不到.
我的快乐是你,想你我就会笑.
我只能在远远看着.
Posted by JIng San♥ at 2:16 PM 0 comments
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Rainy days :) 12/3
Today is a rainy day,
I went out with Qi hai & tt. Haha~
Haha~ I did many lap things.
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here some pictures at my room. :) ♥
相信这个他不一样,却又在一次受伤.
Posted by JIng San♥ at 9:09 PM 0 comments