Happy new year~

2010 will be over today.
2011 is coming!


I'm in love with you forever,
I'm in love with you forever,
Why why why why why?

M.C!

 MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

@.@

现在关于你的人，事，物，

我亦不想再管了~

既然已开始就是个错误，

就没必要再继续错下去~

我清楚了，

我明白了，

我看透了眼前的你~

我很爱做白日梦，但我想是时候该醒了~

我曾以为在你眼中的我，

是你的最爱~

回到现实吧~

这一切只不过是PUPPY LOVE!

爱情只不过是个游戏~

谁先付出真心谁就是输~

是你让我明白感情的代价是最愚蠢的交易~

不要再对我说你很爱我，

这一切只不过是个安慰我的谎言~

由我们开始的那一天就是如此，

只不过我还沉醉在你的谎言~

是否要等到失去了，你才会去珍惜？

是否要等到我对你已经完全麻木了，你才回去后悔？

如果是的话，不必等~

我现在就帮你实现~

突然，很想自己一个人躲起来~

什么人也不想见~

如果世界末日到了，那该多好!

Stop here

If I were a boy.

If I were a boy, even just for a day.

If I were a boy, I think I could understand.

How it feels to love a girl, I swear I be a better man.

I'd listen to her, cause I know how it hurts.

When you lose someone you wanted,

cause he's taking you for granted.

And everything you had got destroyed.

It's a little too late for you to come back,

Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that.

If you thought I 'd wait for you, you thought wrong.

But you're just a boy, you don't understand.

How it's feels to love a girl, someday you wish you're a better man.

You don't listen to her, you don't care how it hurts.

Until you lose the one you wanted, cause you're taking her for granted.

And everything you had got destroyed.

Until you lose the one you wanted, you will regret.

Stop here. :(

Sorry to you.

Today I feel sorry to Jenny.
Cause I can't accompany you,
I need work.


But luckily you can to excuse me.
Thanks.
_________________________________


Don't say sorry.
Don't talk to me,
like I'm stupid. :(

Stop here.

What you had taught me today.

No heart, no tears.
No love, no lie.
This is what I had learn from you today.


When I lay my hands in yours,
I felt the sadness disappear.
When my heart would fall and broke,
I just looked up at your face, the smile you give me,
brought me back to you.
Because your love for me, was everything.


But, that is past.

Stop here.

I'm a good girl. :)

Today I went to my dad's shop for helping him.
Hot sei me!
I keep sleeping. :D
Forgive me, dad.


Then afternoon with dad & mum together eat.
:)


Suddenly I saw my dad's hairs many white hair,
 I should come to shop help him more & more.
Love you, Daddy. :)♥


Tomorrow Lao Hai go KK.
Take care.
I'll miss you.
:)


Tomorrow gonna bring Noobie to shop accompany me.
Haha! :D

Stop here.

Amazing trip.:)

Finally I am just back from KK.
Wow!
Amazing trip. :)
Thanks CXXX PXXX, NX PXXX, NXX MXXX, 
Sohpoh and Dear accompany me.
And I met someone when at 1borneo. -.-!
When at Kundasan, just 17degree.
Cold sei me loh!
And I bought many things.
It's fun when shopping. :)
:D
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Friends?
You guys too FAKE.
But thanks for teach me a lot.
I'm understood now.
Thanks ya, 
FAKER. :)

Stop here.

:)

Today I at home do guai lui.
:)
I clean all my house.
And zap jor many clothes.
Tomorrow I go KK.
Haha!
Take care my friends.
I will miss all of you.
And my dear. 
:D


I will miss you, Teddy, Moko, and the puppies!
:)

Stop here.♥

What a boring holidays.

What a boring holidays.
Almost bored to dead stay at home.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I WANT GO TO CROCODILE FARM AGAIN!
:(
Anyone can accompany me go?
:'(

Stop here.♥

^~^

Don't try to hurt me, I am no feeling now. :D

想跟我吵架?

不好意思, 你没资格. :)

You are unqualified.

本来就没有什么真心可言,

又何必在我面前惺惺作态?

Fine, its over tonight. :)

Stop here.♥

Holidays.

What a boring holidays.
Damn bored!
Luckily got my dear and sweetie accompany me.
Thanks! :D


I WANT GO CROCODILE FARM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T__________________________________T
:'(

Stop here.♥

Moody. :(

I'm not sure you will see or not.
But,
I just wanna to say SORRY to you.


Although I knew sorry is no use.
But there's nothing I can do.
Sorry.


You have your chosen,
You can choose you want to accept or not,
I wont force you.


You know I am saying you,
Right?
I am sorry to you.
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I should not call you promise me.
What you had promised me,
You can't done it! 
Is is an impossible mission for you, right?
HONEST?
Just a JOKE.
If not I ask you, will you tell me?
You won't, you never.
Don't tell me you will honest.
Its too fake. 
I am disappointed of you.
:'(

Sorry.

Stop here.♥

I can BREATHE!

I can Breathe!
Yes, I can!
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Why don't let me help you?
STUPID!
Again & Again & Again & Again...

WHY?!
I don't want you got anything happen again.
I can't ACCEPT.

I'll gonna be ok.

STUPID. :( ♥

Stop here. :@ ♥

OMG!

Holidays are coming!
:D


Today so boring when school.
Stomach ache made me wanna DIE.
Keep sleeping.
I'm pig.
Haha~
And love my friends too.
Thanks for giving me the happiness that I never meet.
Is's lucky to meet you guys.
Thanks for you guys this year encourage and comfort.
Thanks all! :)

Tomorrow got assembly and check.
Check your MAO! :@
And Friday night we will have BBQ.
For farewell Ms.Chung and Mdm. Lui.
Don't go away please. :(


Saturday.
Dead line!
Report Card.
OMG.

I need to be OPTIMISTIC!

I'm telling myself don't think the negative ways anymore.

Never give up.

I'M BACK!

:)

FUCK YOU.

YOU THOUGHT YOURSELF IS WHO?

GO DIE LAH YOU!!!

DISGUSTING!!!

DAMN YOU.

SHIT YOU.

YOU NO QUALIFICATIONS!!!
YOU LIKE TO FUCK PEOPLE RIGHT?

GO FUCK YOUR MOTHER PLEASE.

全世界男生的脸都给你丢光!!!

Stop here.♥

My life.

My life was...
Full of unfrequented.
Full of lies.
Full of excuse.
Full of disappointed.
Full of tears.
Full of betray.


But I'm get used of all.
:)

Stop here.♥

Trust?

You don't trust me at all.

Nobody will care me. :(

Stop here.♥

Lols.

Yes,
I knew.
I am stupid.
As same as what you was said.
I didn't disappoint you!
I didn't do wrong anything.


You don't understand it at all.
You don't trust me at all.


Yes,
What you was said is correct!
Mine was wrong!
Are you happy now?

Stop here.♥

Sem Tam.

心淡~


我累了.
就让我们之间就这样吧.
反正你也不会在意我，
关心我.


偶尔放声大哭，对我来说，是一种释放.




就让我们变成同一个屋檐下的陌生人.


是你逼我的.


Everything I did was wrong.
FAMILY?
I'm start to suspect this word.
What is the real meaning of family?
I'm not really understand.


It is a nightmare to live in this terrible home.
I didn't have anyone to depend.
I can't see any Miracle in my life.
My life was full of stress.
I need to rest now.
:(

Stop here.♥

就此停笔.♥

I'm unable to bear!

I can't endure your bad temper!
You scold me all the days.
Am I wrong?
NOPE!!!


I didn't wrong at all.
Can you change your temper?
I'm already endure humiliation in silence!


I hate this home!
I hate you!


I hate all of you guys!!!

Stop here.♥

Funny?

My good intention is rubbish.
I am a RUBBISH.
I don't know what should I do.


I had some unwell feeling on today morning.
I keep contain it.
But finally I found that,
I'm unable to contain my excitement!


I am tired of now.
What should I do?
Retrieve? Or give up?
:(


______________________________________


Cheer up my friend!!!
Its will be alright!!!
You will still have us.
I knew you will be hard to accept,
But nevermind, I will accompany you.

Stop here.♥

All your fault?

We didn't say that all your fault.
We just want to solve the problem.

Stop here.♥

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-.-

I have nothing to do.


I W U M L P.
B H Y S?
J S, T M N S?!
W A M F?
D Y T B Y T?
P T C B Y T!!!
U Y B P!!!
D J W C P D T.
Y?
S A D X J?
D Y K I H W S L T S C F T C?
N Y T M L B S?
W Y W?


I really don't know what you want,
and what you're thinking.
Sorry.
(Please don't think I'm writing you,
except you're having a guilty conscience.)
(请别以为我再写着你，除非你心虚.)

就此停笔.♥

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Complicated.

各位,
请这几天不要找我.
等我一个人静一静.


等我想通了,
我的心自然就不会在痛了.
等我想通了,
我会知道自己该做什么.


现在的我很混乱,
不知道该做些什么.


原谅我.

就此停笔.♥

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Final Exam.

Final Exam was came.
Study!

就此停笔.♥

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I surrender.

I surrender all my life.
I feel tired of my life.
I HATE MY LIFE.


I won't struggle anymore. 
Let it be.


I surrender,
I surrender all,
I surrender all to you,
I will surrender everything.


Why my life full of trap?
Everyone lay a trap for me.
But I don't need it.


There is any Miracle in this world?
I don't think so.
I give up.

Stop here.♥

就此停笔.♥

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Enough.

够了,
我真的受够了.


我不想再听到你那种无谓的解释.
我已听腻了.


我每次感觉到只有一次又一次的失望.


就算我用尽一切办法去让它不再淡化,
可是我发觉我根本做不到.


算了,
我自问自己没有那样的能力.
我放弃!
就让它随时间慢慢漂流.


就让一切顺其自然.




I've really had enough of it!

就此停笔.♥

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Make up.

这个世界真现实，
每个人都是上了装，
带着面具.
对待你.


你永远也不知道谁是真的，
谁是假的.


当他们卸了装，
当他们脱下了面具，
会变成另一个人.


谢谢你们教会我看清这一点.
谢谢你们的羞辱，
让我可以认清你们.
你们表面上是人类的样貌，
内心却是禽兽都不如.


你们放心，
以前的我会消失.
我不会再变得那么愚蠢.
每一天都给你们玩弄.


我是个记仇得人，
只要你曾经使我留下一滴眼泪，
我就要你们奉还.


你们是怎么对待我，
我记得一清二楚.
我不会忘记.
因为我要你们付出代价.

就此停笔.♥

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Meaningless.

我活着，根本毫无意义.


My life was meaningless.


我跟你，好像慢慢变成陌生人.
见到面，没有招呼，没有问候.
什么也没有.


我开始慢慢怀疑自己在你心目中的地位.
我开始慢慢害怕.
眼前的黑暗变成了无形的恐惧.
阻挡了我前进的道路.
我只好停留在原地，
开始慢慢的往后退.


开始用力去猜，
以为猜透就愉快.
忽触陷阱后的伤害，
我还在习惯.
忽冷忽热太难猜.


把一切想得太美丽，
是我的失败.
我知道你不可能带我回到从前的那个地方.
我越来越不知道该怎么面对你.
你突然变成陌生人.
我累了，
不想再去猜了.
我以为在你身边，那也算永远.
N G W S H D Y Q J X M S R.
Y X W B G S C W D Y Q.
J B B G C Z Y.
Q S W Z D N S Z X Z W.
N B S W Y Z D.
W M Y W N N.
W M Y B N D C W J.
D Y L Z N X M Z W S Z Y D R.
W H Z, G B H W Y Y.
W Z H C W B R D B J S.
N G F C Y S M F B.
W B X H L.
W H L.
Y S K Y T L W. 
B J B J G W D S T K.
Y G M Y B.
L N Y B H.
W H X S.
W Z D H L.
H L H L H L H L H L.
Y S K Y J J W?

就此停笔.♥

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